We packed up and loaded everything in the car this morning. It's alright, we've just been detoured for a little while... it won't be long.
I am just at this very fragile point in my life. If I am out of work for any amount of time I cannot afford rent on a place. I just went through almost two weeks where I had no work. The plant was closed down and the temp agency had no other work to send my way.
I was back to work last week but of course I'm not seeing the payment for that quite yet.
This time I'm not afraid. We know how to live in this world. We've learned a lot. Also, I think I've figured out a few ways to make this easier for us. We'll see how it works.
I know it won't be for long... and when we settle it'll be a more permanent move. We'll set up a "home" this time.
The last place was clearly temporary... We never even went to get any of our stuff out of storage to bring into it. I think that speaks volumes.
I struggled with my own emotions over losing my home... and then letting go of my daughter... and trying to figure out what I want to do next.
At this point I feel sure that things will come together for me... very soon.
Now we have the day ahead of us... out in the world...